February is coming soon asked to join the Party as a positive for me Fuxiang with Pina. Each application to Discount MBT Shoes join the party is the urgent desire to party activists. Especially when the birthday party, sit and think, I own understanding of the process of the Chinese Communist Party conducted a preliminary summary of the idea to organize for a profound report: with age, the increase in social experience, social development, as well as some outstanding party members and cadres around the impact of entering graduate students in the learning stage, the party gradually increase understanding. I'm looking for my life values, their beliefs, often read the description of some of the Chinese Communist Party history books, watch some videos, which show the communists for the establishment of new China made unremitting efforts and sacrifice. Today's hard-won peace and life, has begun to consider joining the Communist Party of China. But this time remains on the sidelines, helpless stage. Party to submit an application to join the party did not. With China's reform and opening up, China's economic, technological, cultural, rapid development, China has undergone enormous changes, so I deeply understand that, \to lead the Chinese people from one victory to another victory, from happiness to happiness, in addition, an expert in some old members who feel the charm of the Communist Party, the older generation of experienced experts, members old and new two societies, their Communist tireless pursuit, the pursuit of truth, after suffering heart has not changed, but also made me realize that as a younger generation of intellectuals, he was in the training of party organizations have grown up, should have ideals, beliefs, should be concerned about national affairs, should be establish the idea wholeheartedly serve the people, should continue to learn and progress. For this reason, I have always been written into the party application finished the application, a more consciously study the party's policy program. into the late twentieth century, I Communist Party of China have a more in-depth understanding of particular aspects of party discipline in the Independent Commission Against Corruption made outstanding achievements, a number of major corruption cases, important cases have cracked, so I am more determined to join the Communist Party's beliefs, although some people in society party complaining, but look at China's historical development, not a single political party has so much courage and so bold, dare to admit mistakes, correct their mistakes, this is a political party can flourish, focused fundamental guarantee. Jiang Zemin comrades of the \of course, can be said along the way, is not easy. then the party such as the rising sun, hanging in the towering Lingyun, shine on the earth, after a long time, that pieces of the light, to suffer are the people suffering from turmoil A ray of hope, then the party in the new feudal forces and bureaucratic capitalism, imperialism denied being tenacious to survive, deeply headlong into the masses of working people's hearts, had the overwhelming support of working people, the party was seen as an emerging power, is how tenacious, in the number of joint efforts of the revolutionary predecessors, the establishment of the first socialist country, Georgia, won a top international force to support, because it embodies the fundamental interests of broad masses of working people and reflects the humanitarian spirit. Therefore, I will be pressing the Chinese Communist Party to join in a proud feeling a tremendous honor. as the new century a new generation of party activists, I am the party's advanced ideas as my right-hand-ming in learning, I thought the party-based efforts to learn their own expertise to do the proper behavior of contemporary students and strive to raise the ideological and moral quality of individuals for the early be a high political consciousness of students. every time they went, if I see some older than me with the school's students, I would call him Brother: If I see them, I would respectfully called him the old man: sometimes walked the street and saw a very small number of young students crossing the road, I will for their safety, so I ran in the past, with very little of these young students across the street. I did all of this, all by the grandfather of a childhood, because grandfather took part in the early years of revolution, had been a member of the Communist Party's underground transport, fought devils and the Kuomintang, the Communist Party reached a certain level of understanding, grandfather always taught me, grow up, to learn the party, To learn to love the party, to believe the party, because we all are party to, if not the Communist Party, we may now or be bullied by the big powers, so the party that our parents, we are the children of the Communist Party, therefore, until the Industry and Trade to study, I was often the Chinese Communist Party is good, pay lip service, such as the horizon of light cloth on the road, people who walk into the light. Chinese Communist Party's aim is to serve the people, for the sentence so, I very much agree with, as students, we should always bear in mind the purpose of the party, always have to read a good party. In our village, five guarantees have been the villagers often ridicule, many people feel they are cumbersome But I do not think because I think that we are living in the party's world and we all are party to and should not be discriminatory. I came around to fetching water for the village poor households enjoying five guarantees for five guarantees of the grandfather to send timber. sometimes deliver meals to them. village many people do not understand me this practice, I feel silly. I still ignore the cold with others to see, I still stick to my idea go its own way, let people say to go. because I know, five guarantees of the grandfather to the elderly, because no children, so no one to care, old age, life can not take care of themselves, so life is very pathetic We all as children of the party should not be scattered again under the scars of their wounds. a young man, they made a contribution to the community for others to old age, should the community and the respect of others, and I to do everything, just do a student's part, make a members of a task to do, never thought of anything in return, but to do this, because I grew up by the Chinese Communist Party of. I thought the reporting completed.Sometimes, we stuck in some sort of thing, and more are all out of ideas as they can not have rational thinking, not from the front to understand the overall situation, and even impetuous performance, anxiety, resentment, depression and so on. I want to say to you: a friend, you can not imagine a place on their own in the vast Sky to their peace of mind down? Peace itself is in the enlarged capacity. Let your mind see the world with the pure. With pure himself and the other with a stubbornness that you have to see the dialogue. Open their hearts to say, saying something to themselves produce pain, unable to extricate themselves, and cut out heart Penetrating Bone, and would like to but dare not say. And the arbitrary variation of the phrase itself is acquired for private develop the concept for my performance: What many years experience of walking the lakes are friends, what I do is normal to protect their interests matter, what does not fit your friends in this life is What is the most difficult of my life forget your friends, what you pit of my friends, what friends you deceived me, what you sell my friends and so on and so on. The latter is abhorrent face, vanity, human hypocrisy, cunning people, the most private of human nature for their own side of all exposed 来啦. Who says nothing and would not listen Qula, good friends, then felt harsh, those who do not follow the words are tired of their own. But it occurred to you, friend. When you calm down and think in time, the real you is this idea? I say: No, absolutely right not! They are not real to me. Because the origin of life in that I really was good, and is bent to live wonderful lives, is pure with the. However, inherent with the concept that the day after tomorrow, I have in mind and that really I contend, stand-off! how to do? Is to listen to ideas I lament I still listen to the pure line of righteous thoughts and righteous? Blame each other or Down? Almost hate each other? Or closed their own Nature? Or you still in a calm state of mind to their own inner sediment deposition Fuzao it? I said: a friend, or precipitation yourself. What is good experience to see what kind of perspective. Filtration waste yourself, just like clean water like, jumping out from the incident. Distinguish the boundary. Clear: they are not me, do not let it discourage wound my heart. No reason to say no, put in bigger capacity! Down is the sublimation of the soul! Down state on the upgrade! In fact, the thought of our good nature without thinking why can not firm like the mindset so strong? In fact, if you firm up, the concept of variation that bad friends on the disappeared. wrote: I was wrong, I am going to clear, I have to do. Can point clear, we will have to work hard to extremely broad, tolerant, broad mind and the world. Is not it? Not the total holding bad, the plain have to a think. I said: so imagine all the good, the world will not be rich friends. (Oh, Taoism stresses the arguments are equal grams is not unreasonable.) Then how do? We can not let down their arbitrary, random crazy things that increase the variability and bad ideas. We have to mature, we have to reason! We must learn proper perspective, the treatment of the problem! Walking is our own. Then, with a good attitude, positive induced differentiation, good understanding, I said bad things have become good friends. Thus, we find that all of the original not imagine it going on, everything will also seek a way out, everything also changes the water wide and wide. friend, if you are in this state, immediately clean up their ideas, come out again, with the fastest speed out of the self.Someone told me the memory of the fish only 7 seconds, 7 seconds after it do not remember the last thing, everything becomes new. So in that small fish tank it never bored, because 7 seconds off, a swim every place has become a new world. It can always live in the fresh of. I prefer to only fish, 7 seconds off on what to have forgotten one, have encountered people who have done can be evaporated to be I do not fish, so I can not forget the people I love, I can not Forget concerned about the suffering, I can not forget the pain of Acacia ...... Fish can not see people who love each other cry, can they can feel each other's heartache, this life, we can not do just the free fish , so you can not feel, when you leave my Hou, I kind of heartache. As I am not aware that you love me ...... how long a person can love? If I were a fish, I can love you 7 seconds ...... 7 seconds later I fell in love with you, so love you forever. MBT Shoes Sale with a fish way. I wink, you? Hou time I blink, you? I would like you, so I kept the blink of an eye, because I do not want to let tears come out. Also miss the original, when the fish is also feeling the pain. To do a fish in the water more, and can be free to love tears, the pain will not be seen. I often ask myself, to love you, what I lost in the end. It turned out I lost the self. More importantly, I would prefer to continue to do so, because I do not want to do without you. I can now see the bright sun, you can see the bright spring, you can see your shy face. If one day, I can only see the darkness, how I wish, I really was a fish, because it has been the face of your eyes open you see without fear of being sad. my choices? If, God gave us a chance to do fish, I hope you can feel my heart ache ...... If, God gave us a chance to do fish, I hope, I can love you 8 seconds.I wanted a home: have their own separate room, with wide living room, with clean, cook and eat more family sit together and chat ... ... small, on the \a big house, at night, on the block with a piece of scarlet cloth, used as a wall, mom and dad sleep in that area, myself and my sister sleep in the side, until dawn came in the cloth removed. May also be because the causes of poverty, they always quarrel with my parents, so simple that the family has been a great addition to a very wide dark red cloth, there are endless disputes, reconciliation, to slapstick. At that time a lot of tears flowing, I still remember the first time I said to my mother that they divorced when I was reading the first grade junior high school, now in retrospect, feel that when their time is different from normal in the rebellion of the children I remember in the notebook, then wrote a very cold: my tears flow to the 13-year-old, has dried up, and I vowed never cry for anyone. Now to the memorable experience was always a lot less real. Then I came round to find his childhood in the cold is cold. From that time my heart and hope my parents divorce, that they separated from each fight slapstick in it, I will loudly shouted at them: you divorce it! End each roar, they looked at me in surprise, and then continue to be noisy, time to just pause a few seconds. When I realized that my inability, I give up any resistance to them also know they will not separate over time, I used them to adapt their ways to get along. Said: can not change, it must learn to adapt. I have learned too early. their slowly growing up, they will feel more and more, their \Sometimes students say their family chat, Shundai Zhao said his room, saying in his room, stood nothing new to buy things, talking living room at home is what kind of ... ... their Tingzhaotingzhe on could not help but envy in his heart that he also wanted a home so that counted how gorgeous he is not wide, as long as there is a decent home. There is a place where they can dream. I kept thinking began surprised that they can be so easy, why for me, it seemed so precious, it is difficult to hold such power? In particular, enter college, weekend, wandering the streets, it will look much better and their children of similar age, around both parents accompanied them to discuss the side while arguing with, I would hope I can be their One of the nice to walk into the supermarket, along with her daughter and mother at home need to buy daily necessities, with the laugh, I started imagination. But I have never shopped with mom Street, shopped in the supermarket together, because she always says busy. Later, I used one weekend, do not develop the habit of love to go out on weekends. I still love them, as usual, to pay for their own very grateful for the things that I have a dream, but we are helpless, into just a corner of our life, we used to it, and yet, on the \\ I said, I wanted a home, I will have a home: a beautiful room, have their own bedroom, a bright living room, a clean kitchen, a father and mother, with my husband, have my children, to join us in our \Because both parents are in the same unit's sake, I know Song Congming the age of 6. She and I have a difference of more than 10 years old, had such a big difference in the two older people do not have much common ground. But first see her, I remember her. Remember that there are two reasons for her an her name, Song Congming get smart, very easy in mind; second reason is that she lives upstairs in our house every day and see her behind wearing a neat pony tail a smiling look. So sweet I always cried she, \But then I heard some of the problems of her mind, so I saw her, I am a bit afraid, every time the door has not always hear her footsteps. Gradually, almost see her. Song Congming as no less than reading the book, 17-year-old joined the work. Work on the unit my parents in her parents. The dinner table from time to time to hear her assessment of the parents, Nao Guazi while not flexible, but the work is very diligent, never complained. Later, my father became the Director moved to another more spacious housing, I have never seen Song Congming. then later I graduated from college are assigned to units working parents to participate in the work at the grassroots level for a few years, I became the deputy chief of a small, one year later, because of a job well done, I stressed again to another body to Chief of the. In and meet my new subordinate, I actually was surprised to find Song Congming in which she looks like a smiling, wearing a pinch-tailed, or I remember 18-year-old looks like. (1) saying goes, \ because I manage the office sector, is mainly responsible for the sending and receiving all kinds of documents circulation, and a variety of written materials, and therefore very demanding words, under normal circumstances is my secretary will send modified files my review, written by the Songcong Ming Tao Hong reporting or under the first pass. that day my secretary sick leave, and the document also particularly high. I asked Song Congming first modify the file in my account of her, she looks like a very embarrassing, \I am a little unhappy, \ultimately did not say. an hour later, I jump the electronic office system are \article file only made a few punctuation changes. Open the second file, and the third file, almost all the case. I could not suppress the anger in mind, just call her, \. \level of the body structure is not right, you can not see you? \a. \ door gently knock on the door sounded, Song Congming came in hand, carrying a cup of hot milk. I have not looked up to see her face reveals a gloomy anger. She carefully put my milk on hand and gently said something: \inside information with the records of yesterday's meeting, you write a propaganda report it! \ like to see her eye-opening stay, I thought that Shuangya. next day, early on my desktop lay Song Congming manuscripts, manuscript goes on yellow stickers on the obvious, the above has a very neat Song Congming that stupid message Bad: Director, please modify. I tore stickers, reading a manuscript on almost fainted, Song Congming of the manuscript can only be said to be an electronic version of the minutes, even inside some provinces did not change short statement. Song Congming, I be served to you. (b) Song Congming very simple and very hardworking person, that is, she can stay in the office room was the reason for so long. she rarely say no, the Raja of each would prefer not to push things to her, she willingly accepted, but not limited to living brain, such as running errands transmission of letters, made the newspaper, cleaning, type. She is a standard nice guy, was holding the unit in often not part of her work into the context of the information put down as put down her print, there are some complicated form for her to do, she excels at them all. Sometimes, sitting on her own desk, intently print presentation, that the piano as smooth as real people do not see the hands of her stupid and silly. Once she do private in someone else's time was I found. It was a department manager's son's writing, her print. It makes me very upset, I let a close friend of a good secretary and tell her she has more time to learn if the office business, and, do not use public things for others for private living, office printing paper has its own fixed. through the window, I saw her and the Secretary of the conversation, but also see her shaking the lips, and a look of panic. Then I saw the Secretary comfort her, but her pale face, pale, very long time did not recover. Time off work, I passed her desk, buried her work, not like before, stood up and respectfully said to me: \my fear. Every time I see I have carefully, frightened for fear they provoke me to anger himself accidentally. because thinking about an important meeting on Monday, Sunday lunch to the office I intend to sort out, but the unexpected discovery Song Congming also. I walked behind her when she did not find me, and I saw her poignant description of a camel print with the paper seems to be a person, I gently coughs, focused her on edge, suddenly leaped from their chairs, \Main - Director? \would like to explain to me. \ so I finished their day has been 18 o'clock or so, and when I am tired out of the office, found that Song Congming actually still alive, but she was not typing, but can afford to sit out to see me her red eyes said to me, \ \ \wives and children, sightseeing, \do something. \ day, I drove as usual to open the way home, but stumbled Song Congming riding road bike in the street slowly. I could not help but wonder, and the Song Congming what in going on? So I'll park at the roadside, watching Song Congming's every move. original street sidewalk have a crying little boy, only about three or four, he walked to cry, he followed behind two suspicious men ghost furtive worship. depend on the circumstances, it is a parent of the child wandered off. Song Congming had found him, followed him secretly. When she saw the two men approached the child, her sense of their ill intent, she immediately rushed into the sidewalk driving motorcycles, I heard a loud voice she asked, \In small boys, did not think Song Congming suddenly rushed out, all of a sudden panic, to uphold the calm one, \You are the bad people do! \to Songcong Ming said, \Sure, the two men bitterly away. Song Congming to comfort the little boy saw me, she was the first time be so happy, \face stunned, then stammered, \ Later, the little boy's parents to write a letter of commendation our unit, I intend to paste the line services to the Secretary of open bar, so that all units are aware Song Congming valuable quality. Song Congming after that, from time to dry, she burst into my office and asked me not to Zhang Yang matter, it will make her very embarrassed. I ignored its her, but said, let us learn from you what. she worried, and loudly said to me, \a child with her sister and aunt have not tell, I called my aunt saw it! \ Song Congming ah Song Congming, I have to admit, I thoroughly MBT Shoes Clearance defeated by you.